Day One: Now I know how forever feels...

Hey all!
Okay so I may, or may not, have gained a couple of pounds since October. I was at 137 then and now,get ready, my fat butt is at 145!!!!!!!
That's a 13 pound gain that I blame mostly for my lack of exercise. I think it is time to lose it, hence why I am blogging about it. I feel that I should be held accountable for this, and what better way than broadcasting this change to the world, in a sense of speaking.
I figure if President Obama can wake up everyday and go to the gym, why can't I?

Today was great I didn't eat much, walked around my block and replanted a meal. I feel great and I think that in one month I can bring that massive number down to a 135, or maybe even lower:0)

I don't wanna be the rule anymore!

I just watched He's Just Not That Into You, and I am leaving that movie feeling so- blah. I am sick of living my life through movies and thinking that the acts that play out on the TV will somehow come true.
I will never be sitting in my car and listen to a radio show and fall in love with the guy spilling his heart on the other end. I am not going to fall in love with someone via the Internet, I am not going to fall in my with my best friend, I am not going to be that girl because those girls really are the exception. I am not sure what the rule is, or how us rules get our happy endings, but I know we will somehow...

I may not end up with some crazy, insane love story but I know for a fact that I will find someone, one day. And if that movie taught me anything it is that I am not going to be single forever, I just need to stop thinking about boys who clearly are not that into me. There is no point!
Why spend another second on dreams that will never begin... new found glory said that once, and I think it holds true for me too...


So to all the hopeless romantics out there like me, keep watching those love stories, believe in them but come on...
no one finds the love of their life when they are 10, (sweet home alabama).

Back for sure now... i promise!

Okay so I was out for a while. but with good reason!
My computer was broken until now. I finally have one that works perfectly, and better yet it didnt take me a while to get used to the keyboard. And to me being able to type with ease is a major selling point when it comes to a laptop.

I will write more in a bit, promise!