I learned the path to heaven is full of sinners and believers

I am stuck! and i did not want this blog to be more of my personal venting, but I have no idea what other "bloggers" do in these things. Are you supposed to comment on current events and complain how nothing is going your way while you sit back and do nothing but make suggestions that will never be put into action. Or am I supposed to comment on pop culture and revlove my life around what Britney did. It's sad, the written word is only being kept alive online with these little post that people put up, yet, we use this to talk about the lives of others more than we should. I guess you gotta love it.
At the moment I think I have reached a point when I have found myself feeling more than me. I have decided that today will be the first day when I do not think too much about my past and those who were in it. There is no point in wasting time on what ifs and what could have beens. What is the point in sitting back and wondering what could have been or knowing what should have occured in any situtionw when there is nothing anyone can do to fix it. NO MORE WORRYING!
This is so sad. I like most people tell everyone in my life not to worry and to let it be. I tell people that things will work out in the end when in reality I believe those words as I am saying; yet, I do not take my own adivce. WHY NOT!
Of course I think it is crazy when people say they never look back or never worry. One because it is horrable to ever say never and second of all life needs some kind of relfection in order for any one person to see how far they have come. It is in the excess that I think lays the problem and that is the part that I wish to let go of.

wish me luck and sweet dreams ya'll...